Sunday, August 28, 2005

The sun is gone and I need a light


I'm not sure how much my little Alisa weighs but I can play catch with her without even breathing heavy. To say that her smile lit up my UCLA class does not properly describe how cute this girl is. She didn't much like English and was a horrible student, although a four year old laying on the table, dancing in circles at random and unable to speak her native language should hardly be called a student. With Alisa, I really felt like a day care teacher. Still, as disobedient as she could be, Alisa never stopped smiling and neither did I. At times, I knew I should get angry with her but, just then, she would pop out of her chair, run up to the board, take my marker and start impersonating me by jumping up and down and entertaining all of us with her baby squeaks and unmatched joy. And my laughter doesn't lie, I can't be cross with this girl. I was crushed when I was told by a Korean teacher that Alisa had been transferred. Her parents found a cheaper, more demanding Hagwan and, just like that, my sun had gone. Now I'm suffering the same fate all teachers before me have known. We remain and remember while they leave and forget. So young, she may never think of me again, but it will be difficult for me to forget that face and the happiness it gave me the past 6 months. Let's all have a moment of silence for the most adorable, silly, dancing mini-Korean muffin I've ever known.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

Fear not, young D. The light you seek is not far, in fact your little sun has not left your life, you will always have the pictures and the memories.... "its not a question but a lesson learned in time, so take the photographs and still frames in your mind" she will never leave you and your thoughts, and like nancy callahan from "sin city" she will never forget you. she will remember you when she is at her new "hogwarts school of magic" and her teacher is more demanding than you, and doesnt smile the way you did, she will remember i promise you she will remember YOU.

CrakerCUZ

Anonymous said...

So damn cute. Sorry to hear the news D. Thanks for the call this weekend.

Anonymous said...

I predict the sun will show its face by the weekend........what do ya bet?

Anonymous said...

D, first that story brought a tear to my eye, second ive just made a comeback like jordan haha and so i got you so blogs you should fire up from past stories that i just read.
ps cuz your amazing

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Anonymous said...

Frio is right, why are these assholes advertising on your blog. I would like to advertise my fist in their faces. I hope all is well DP... and Frio. I am going to a party at the Strackany palace tonight, I will be thinking about you guys. - Johnny B

Dp said...

Yeah folks, I'm sorry about these bloodsucking internet fucks. I have no idea how this began but just make sure you never click on their bullshit. Freeballz, you're back in Illinois? Are you a changed man? Money? JB, I wish I could be there for one last Strackany palace hurrah. Make sure you have a good 3 am swim for me.